showed me all the stars ∞ dominic.
Aug 15, 2020 22:37:53 GMT -5
Post by fireflyz on Aug 15, 2020 22:37:53 GMT -5
I.
Everything is red
and it isn't.
He bleeds in maroons and pinks and violets, and only when the flow doesn't seem to be stopping does he realize that he's in the sky. Dominic puts his hands out before him, watching as the colors melt over his fingers in marbled waves. He's free. He doesn't have to run anymore. But his muscles still twitch with anticipation, and he rises to his feet.
The ground is gone again, just like the first day with the fog, except below him is the arena. Below him is the forest of petals where he lays dying, the girl from Five walking away with a bloodied husk of emerald in her hands. One life traded for another, just as he had expected it, just as he thought he wanted. But Dominic wishes he could jump out of the clouds and back into his own body, feel the familiar aches that reminded him he was still human. Would he end up in the catacombs the next time he awoke? Was this just a layover?
He kneels and begins to scratch at the non-existent earth, condensation forming on his hands. He has to get back. He has to.
He's still getting nowhere when a voice sounds from behind him. "Hi, Dominic."
He looks up, and his eyes don't believe what he sees.
"Paisley?" Dominic asks incredulously. She's laying on top of a thick gray cloud, tossing a ball above her head and catching it. Eventually, she glances over and gives him a warm smile, which draws him toward her.
"I can't believe it's you," he says.
"Well, believe it." She sits up, swinging her legs over the edge of the cloud and beginning to kick them out rhythmically. "It's good to see you again. I saw your postcard. From a distance, of course."
She pauses, then adds, "I do forgive you, by the way."
He begins to smile, but then he remembers what he endured over the past week - the false reunions, the headaches from trying to catch the blurs in the corner of his eye - and despite himself he recoils. "Wait. Are you even the real Paisley?" he asks accusatorily.
She shrugs. "I dunno, am I?"
It's such a familiar reaction, which only makes him more desperate. "Pais, seriously," he begs.
"I'm serious, Dom," she insists, her legs stilling before her. "When one is on the verge of death, they tend to create their own versions of reality, typically including some representation of a person or being that signifies everything they lost or coveted. It's basic psychology."
"...what?"
She sighs and hops down from where she rested. She only comes up to his chest but still seems to tower over him.
"You have to decide if I'm real or not, Dominic," she breathes out. "You have to decide whether you want this reality or not."
He knows what she means, what it means for him, but he can't bear it.
All he can think to do is walk away.
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