i've gotta gay... go. { laina & stella } blitz
Aug 27, 2020 17:23:58 GMT -5
Post by ✨ zozo. on Aug 27, 2020 17:23:58 GMT -5
laina ;
You don't particularly care for photography, but you do have a particular care for Stella. Everyone knows you were the girl who snatched the camera out from Parker Gautier's hands and took that photo, and it haunts you every once in a while. Guilt is an odd thing. Unexpected and wretched. But you drown it out with praise and theatrics - nobody wants a sob story hung up on the death of a used-to-be friend. You fill up your space with adoration, from others to you, and from you to others. One other in particular: Stella Provence.
How honoured you were that she chose you to pass out her photographs. You handed them like delicate flowers, as precious as the one who took them, and scolded those whose fingerprints dared smudged the glossy sheen. Stella had always been otherworldly to you - untouchable, perfection, someone everyone both feared and adored. You wanted to be her, or just be around her, in the same way that you wanted to run from her and to her the second she looked into your eyes.
But if you could win her approval? That would be your crowning glory.
"Hey Stella!" you call at the sight of her diamond-shaped face, skipping up to her with a folder clutched in your arms and no interest for social norms. You are... friends, in a way that fire and the earth are friends. One consumes the other, but the consumed is just happy to feel the warmth it so desperately needs to thrive. Admittedly, friends is a very loose term. One that Stella might not ever utter, but one that sits burning in the deepest desires of your heart.
"Those polaroids yesterday were so beautiful. Would you teach me how to take a good photo sometime?"