what a perfect day for crying! || beck & ky blitz
Sept 1, 2020 17:10:41 GMT -5
Post by maverick hale 🌧️ d5 [nyte] on Sept 1, 2020 17:10:41 GMT -5
Every time he wakes up with a hangover, Beck remembers exactly why drinking is a terrible idea. Just his shallow breaths send a sharp pain radiating down the back of his skull, tongue dry and tasting of stale liquor. He's fully clothed - which is a blessing because he'd have to seriously consider diving headfirst off the roof if he woke up next to a stuffy Capitolite. The night is a haze of silver barbed wire, memories viewed through metal. It hurts too much to focus on the specifics though an overwhelming sense of macabre still hangs stagnant in his gut.
Or maybe that's the mystery meal he's throwing up into the toilet not a moment later.
And it's pathetic he almost hopes he's made a fool of himself if only to alleviate some of the world's weight on his shoulders. It's too optimistic to hope that he'd be allowed to fade into obscurity now that that girl has won, but at least he can retreat into the shadows and begin to treat the burns left by his personal spotlight.
Beck's hangover is one one of many, a mere tally in the probably record breaking number of bad decisions made yesterday. Finales do bring out the best in people.
(At least, Beck Hailsham is better off after his.)
Of all the potential company this shitty, shitty morning he can only think of one other person who might be feeling even worse than he. That's why, after he's cleaned up and shrugged on the last of his unsoiled clothes, he's hesitating outside of Ky Earnest's bedroom door with a shit ton of contraband shoved in his pockets. Capitolites find themselves deaf and blind when faced with an offering of power to exploit. It's not hard to get what he needs here.
Everyone had seen that stupid blog post by now - Beck had seriously considered breaking the tablet the Capitol had provided but decided he'd rather be tortured for something meaningful, like treason. Ky's not that much younger than him but there's something about that naive glint in his eye that makes Beck nervous. Like if he doesn't at least try to protect him, he's responsible for what happens when Ky finally breaks.
And break he will.
He gathers up his courage and strikes the door with his heel four or five times, groaning as his head lurches in protest. It occurs to him after he's sitting on the foot of Ky's bed and tugging at his comforter that he should have waited for him to answer.
"Get up, Ky, we're getting fucked up."
This might not be what they need right now, but at least its something more than nothing.
Or maybe that's the mystery meal he's throwing up into the toilet not a moment later.
And it's pathetic he almost hopes he's made a fool of himself if only to alleviate some of the world's weight on his shoulders. It's too optimistic to hope that he'd be allowed to fade into obscurity now that that girl has won, but at least he can retreat into the shadows and begin to treat the burns left by his personal spotlight.
Beck's hangover is one one of many, a mere tally in the probably record breaking number of bad decisions made yesterday. Finales do bring out the best in people.
(At least, Beck Hailsham is better off after his.)
Of all the potential company this shitty, shitty morning he can only think of one other person who might be feeling even worse than he. That's why, after he's cleaned up and shrugged on the last of his unsoiled clothes, he's hesitating outside of Ky Earnest's bedroom door with a shit ton of contraband shoved in his pockets. Capitolites find themselves deaf and blind when faced with an offering of power to exploit. It's not hard to get what he needs here.
Everyone had seen that stupid blog post by now - Beck had seriously considered breaking the tablet the Capitol had provided but decided he'd rather be tortured for something meaningful, like treason. Ky's not that much younger than him but there's something about that naive glint in his eye that makes Beck nervous. Like if he doesn't at least try to protect him, he's responsible for what happens when Ky finally breaks.
And break he will.
He gathers up his courage and strikes the door with his heel four or five times, groaning as his head lurches in protest. It occurs to him after he's sitting on the foot of Ky's bed and tugging at his comforter that he should have waited for him to answer.
"Get up, Ky, we're getting fucked up."
This might not be what they need right now, but at least its something more than nothing.