diary entries . yuki stand alones

Rage burns through him. Tears, blood and sweat coat his skin. Throwing himself onto his bed he presses his face into his pillow. He screams. He screams and screams and screams and screams. He screams until his throat burns. He screams until the tears stop flowing, until his body stops shaking.

They weren't supposed to be part of the game. They weren't supposed to be a consequence of his choices. They weren't supposed to be buried, six feet deep, in a freshly turned grave in the back yard.

They weren't supposed to be

dead.

Tonight he had broke. Shattered. Tonight the game game gone too far. Pushed him too far. Unhinged and broken he lay exhausted in his sheets, the muscles in his jaw twitching, eyes as hot as the fires of hell burned into the ceiling.

The boy who hid behind his stalker, behind the girl who would put her life down for him, the girl who was strong, hot headed, bat shit crazy, was no more. The boy who cowered from conflict, who teared up every time fear knocked on his door was gone. Fists that that had only been raised in self defence now craved the feeling of flesh. Kindness consumed revenge.

Throwing himself up right he reaches for his diary, pen grasped so tightly that his knuckles turned white.

Entre #72

Tonight I was forced to watch my parents murder.

In attempt to drag me out of hiding they were abducted by Seven.

Hidden by shadows I was hiding beneath the window sill on the bushes. He had demanded that I arrive by seven and no later or be would shoot my mother in the head. Yuno by my side the clock strikes seven.

Silence.

Seven looks at his watch clicking his tongue, before placing the barrel of the gun to my fathers temple.

"Seven on the dot. Sorry its come to this, but your son new the terms of the deal."

Finger squeezes the trigger.

Bang!

Mother screams.

Seven whips out his phone, taking a photo before fingers quickly move over the key pad. My phone buzzes, my fathers bloodied head flashes before me with the words 5 mins or she is next.

I move to enter the building, to hand myself in but Yuno crashes into me, her body pressed to mine, arms locked around my body. "Get off me you crazy bitch!"

"I won't let you die, my love.

I'm sorry.

But I won't let you die, even to save her."

"Get off me! Get off me-"

Bang!

Fingers clutch at the pen so tight that it breaks beneath his fingers, eyes glassy, bloodshot as he stares down at the paper.

It was time to fucking play.

He was going to skin seven alive.

Then he was going to find the games creator and he was going put a bullet in his skull.