bleeding out arrogance | sins spin the bottle blitz
Dec 29, 2020 16:32:05 GMT -5
Post by [nyte] on Dec 29, 2020 16:32:05 GMT -5
LEO PIERCE
Morning blends into afternoon, the sun stretching a frigid pastel that I can hardly make out from my vantage point draped over the foot of my bed. Goosebumps line limbs long since numb, unprotected from winter's chill for most of the night because I couldn't think of a good reason to move and-
a stuttering sigh escapes me and it's all i can to convince myself it doesn't tremble.
I'm real good at pretending, hiding the inevitable under my bed like a dirty little secret. All those unpleasant things that threaten to swallow me whole, looming in the horizon like a sinister storm. And I let it come, smiling as I taste her static. Yeah, I could waste my last couple hours inching toward shelter but I've always wondered what it feels like to be eaten alive.
Bones break or maybe a door opens and now I'm heaped on the floor rubbing the place where my head cracked against the carpet. Right, fuck. A party. The party. I'd planned. I think.
"One second!" Wincing at the sound of my own voice, rubbing circles into my feet until I can feel pins and needles crawling through the veins there. Yesterday's shirt pulled over my head and I can't find a clean one before I'm stumbling into the living room with my hand over my eyes to block out the sun's assault.
"Yeah I'm not ready yet uh-" I cast my gaze about the, surprisingly tidy good on me, apartment before settling on the mostly full wine bottle forgotten on the kitchen counter. "Here!"
Silence reigns as I drain the bottle's contents, stomach churning in protest as I press it into Lorna's hands with a wink for good measure. "Spin the bottle. I'll be right out. Don't do anything I wouldn't do."
a stuttering sigh escapes me and it's all i can to convince myself it doesn't tremble.
I'm real good at pretending, hiding the inevitable under my bed like a dirty little secret. All those unpleasant things that threaten to swallow me whole, looming in the horizon like a sinister storm. And I let it come, smiling as I taste her static. Yeah, I could waste my last couple hours inching toward shelter but I've always wondered what it feels like to be eaten alive.
Bones break or maybe a door opens and now I'm heaped on the floor rubbing the place where my head cracked against the carpet. Right, fuck. A party. The party. I'd planned. I think.
"One second!" Wincing at the sound of my own voice, rubbing circles into my feet until I can feel pins and needles crawling through the veins there. Yesterday's shirt pulled over my head and I can't find a clean one before I'm stumbling into the living room with my hand over my eyes to block out the sun's assault.
"Yeah I'm not ready yet uh-" I cast my gaze about the, surprisingly tidy good on me, apartment before settling on the mostly full wine bottle forgotten on the kitchen counter. "Here!"
Silence reigns as I drain the bottle's contents, stomach churning in protest as I press it into Lorna's hands with a wink for good measure. "Spin the bottle. I'll be right out. Don't do anything I wouldn't do."