it's okay to not be okay {flynn/aurora}
Aug 28, 2021 3:42:55 GMT -5
Post by k!ah on Aug 28, 2021 3:42:55 GMT -5
A year had passed, the first games since the one Flynn had won and I was nervous. My fingers fiddled with the hem of my shirt, my stomach twisted as I sat with one of my legs thrown over the other. I hadn't seen him since he had arrived home a couple days ago, I had wanted to give him space. I hadn't known what to say to him. Last year, I had thrown words laced with barbs at him, pushing and pressing at him in an attempt to see him crack for my own entertainment.
But over the course of the year our relationship had changed. Unkindness had been replaced with kindness. I had grown to care for him, the friendship that blossomed between us so unexpected that I still shouldn't quite figure out exactly what it was.
I sat in our usual room, the one where we had had our first detention, the first of many that had changed the course of our relationship. I had left a message in his mailbox last night to meet me, too scared to face him, scared of what I might see when I looked at him. I didn't want to see him hurt. He never mentioned it, and I never pressed him, but I could see the demons that haunted him. Every now and then I would watch him as he drifted off into his own world, I would notice the way his skin pales, as though he had seen a ghost, and I would know that he would be lost in the hell that he had survived.
6:30pm.
He was late. Maybe he didn't want to see me. Maybe he hadn't got my message. Conflicting emotions rush through me, a sigh escaping my lips as I push my chair back roughly. What if he didn't want to see me? Maybe he was avoiding me as much as I was him. Maybe he remembers all to clearly the way I had treated him last year... But things had changed. Hadn't they?
Throwing my bag onto my shoulder I make my way over to the class entrance. Pushing open the door I come face to face with Flynn Garner. "Flynn," I breath, my eyes taking in the way his seemed to be rimmed with red, the way his face was pale, and his hands unsteady. "Are you okay?" I ask, my hand reaching to brush lightly against his shoulder.