Time said {Nothing} // Romry
Oct 19, 2012 21:07:54 GMT -5
Post by Deleted on Oct 19, 2012 21:07:54 GMT -5
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[/center]It was humiliating, really: looking back at the child she had been months ago, back when she had thought life was defined by the labels others gave her. Monstrous, weak, immature, ominous--[/i] they had all seemed to fluctuate, each coming from a different origin of mindsets. She hadn't realized though, until quite a while later, just how easily she could rip that label from it's existence. She wasn't an “Allade” anymore.[/i] Instead, she lived in a household where pure ruthlessness was valued to an undeniably dynamic extent. She didn't need any more self-pity; not now that she could pick and choose which labels she wanted to keep and which ones she wanted to toss out. She had it all, the chances standing before her in a line that reached as far as the district's borders. [/i]Now, she had no reason for distractions or doubts: nothing she wasn't capable of overcoming.
In fact, she had been so close:[/i] so very close to volunteering for the games. Still, Kiera had gotten to the spot first, and now the two words still hung tightly to Emery's lips, merely awaiting their release.[/i] She hadn't even given a thought to Rolex in those few moments during the reaping, and quite thankfully, she was glad the words hadn't escaped. At the same time, though, nothing meant more to Emery than the games. She wasn't going to let her intense training go to waste. Everything she'd worked for? No, she just couldn't. [/i]Emery was done playing victim. All those years she took the bait that signaled Aaron's sick little games were over, and she was fully prepared to suppress those memories. [/i]She wanted to administer the controls, and that, she promised herself, she would very much do.
Bringing a towel through her wet hair, Emery gave her very last attempt at drying it before grabbing her bag and heading out of the girl's locker room. She exited the gym, making her way out onto the streets. The gym was like her second home now;[/i] for the last several weeks, she'd spent every ounce of her free time launching arrows and throwing spears. Even the time outside of her parents' specially designed training schedule, she kept at it. Besides, she was usually better off working on her own.[/i]
Emery felt a burning sensation in her arms, but the reality caused her to smile. She was only getting stronger by the days. [/i]Several months ago, she'd completely humiliated herself in front of Rolex, unable to even hold up a sword; but now, these kinds of things were rather habitual. It would all pay off, she promised herself. [/i]Someday, all of this hard work, this extreme lack of rest, and this monstrous transformation would have it's rewards. At least, that's what her parents said. [/i]
Exhausted, Emery let her feet lead the way. It was late, the sun barely peeking above the horizon and whispering it's last goodbye before the silence.[/i] Her parents wouldn't worry, and if they did, it was at least worth it. Instead of walking home, her feet led her in the opposite direction, towards the single house she'd secretly yearned to visit as she tossed knife after knife at the target each day. Because of the week's intense training, she hadn't kept in very good contact. At this point, she didn't care if Rolex was an unhealthy distraction, just another subject to take her mind off of training. Maybe he was; and that wasn't necessarily a bad thing. [/i]
Finally having reached his house, Emery took the few steps to the door and then knocked. “Rolex,” she said, assuming he most likely wouldn't hear. “It's me.” It was usually his house or the training center where they met up; Emery had, in fact, never given Rolex her address, for good reason too. Her family didn't know. They couldn't know.[/i] Moreno's weren't typically supposed to fall in love.
Emery stared at the door in front of her as she waited patiently for it to swing open. It reminded her of when Rolex had knocked on her own door, back during the Olympics, and how she had never come to open it, how instead she'd let her anger get the best of her.[/i] Emery cringed at her many mistakes that day, hoping ever so desperately that Rolex didn't judge her by those past occurrences that she couldn't quite erase. She was stronger now; just not strong enough to let go of love.[/i] Emery had changed in every way possible since the very first time she met Rolex and since the very first time she had walked into the Moreno household. Yet, not a single word had slipped from time's lips.[/i] She really hadn't changed at all.
ooc -- Shortest Emery post. ever. And ew. And I hope that the whole few months later is alright with you.
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