skipping mindlessly

"ooh! Mockingjays!" I exclaim.. I climb a nearby tree and make my way to the tallest branch.. There's one there! I begin to sing a tune, one i made up, and they seem to like it! "oh goody!" i say happily as the bird takes flight with my song. I climb back down the tree... I giggle on my way down. I jump from the last branch and see a very familiar looking tree... I whince at the sight... I know this tree. I shake my head.. "NO, NO!" I scream at the top of my lungs... I sprint past it.

I sprint past the tree, and continue on my way... north i believe. I slow to a jog and take in my surroundings.. there are exactly fifteen singular trees to my right and seven to my left.. I vere off to my right and climb, quickly and eagerly, trying to reach the top.. I sit there, just below the leaves and animals... "WOOH!" i scream, my voice echoes throughout the forest.. I laugh... "HAH!" I scream again... I giggle, even that echoes.

After i get bored with this, i realize i really gotta run again, I scale down the tree and land with a thud... I begin sprinting through the trees, laughing the whole way. I havent been afraid of running into them because i dont think im anywhere near them...

I keep running and running and laughing, my life is perfect right now, except for the memories. I slow to a walk and breathe in the fresh air. "Ah! Soothing!" i say. "WOOH!" i scream... I feel so invigorated.

I feel different. The last time i was anywhere near here, i had hopes of love, and friendship, and then... hopes for death. I admitted to liking him, a lot, but he hadnt said a thing to me, he didnt tell me anything... I feel like an idiot.

I just gotta know. I run and run, in the direction of his camp... he's gotta still be there, right?

I continue to sprint, trying to get there faster... Im so quiet.. Its great. I can peek in, and then leave, make sure they're alright.. I run and run and thats when i reach the clearing... I fall to my knees and examine the patch of soft grass, i remember he laid me here. Its been some time now, at least a few weeks i think. I dont know, i wouldnt know monday from tuesday.

I smooth the grass over with my smallish arms and sigh... Some blood stains still there. It was raining recently... the ground not so hard.

I stand and regain my sprinting.. I bolt off into the direction where i collapsed... I continued past it... Im still sprinting and my heart beating faster and faster, nervousness included with that.

I bolted past that place and it past in a blur.. I gasp as his campsite comes into view.. Still the same. I remember bandaging him, and then the fire and then trying to be helpful to that rude boy... I shake that thought away, as i only want the happy ones with me.. I stop abruptly as im only a few yards from it now... I breathe in and out... "Ee-Ly-as" i let out, rather loud too, i quickly shut my mouth and dive into nearby brush...