Whispers in the Night {Puppy}
May 27, 2014 10:26:46 GMT -5
Post by Knuckles on May 27, 2014 10:26:46 GMT -5
It's hard to believe how much time has past by since Mizar volunteered for the games. Her name has long left the house, the mind of every family member, and they except her nae to leave my mind, but that'll never happen. Every day of my life I place a smile upon my face pretending like she's forgotten, yet she's always lurking in the back of my mind; especially when the shadows form around me. It's like they taunt me every single day of my life wanting me to do more. I fight them with everything living inside me; however, it's only a matter of time before they take over completely. My name will be a mere memory just as Mizar's name is only a memory now.
All that is hopefully behind me today as my plans are talking to Milen for insulting the death of our sister. Mizar was my sister, my role model, and in the blink of an eye she ran away like a coward to the games. Maybe Milen was right in insulting her. It's a horrible day anyway knowing that nobody cares that she's gone except me, and maybe my brother, but mom and dad moved forward like nothing ever happened. Apparently Mizar wasn't good enough for them. Mizar was weak though and cocky, and she died. I'll always hate her for running away to the games, but she's gone, and nothing in the entire world will ever bring her back, and that's what hurts.
I drag my feet through the house as quietly as I possibly can because it's in my best interest to remain quiet until I'm knocking on Milen's door. Most of the family is still asleep, at least, they should be because the moon still shines brightly in the sky. It's at night I can't sleep. The death of Mizar haunts my dreams as the shadows surround me dancing across my body. I call for her, begging her to live, but she's gone. Her room became my room. Her items became my items. It's for the best, though, because I don't want my filthy half siblings touching them. I hate them all because the moment Mizar went into the games, they poured into the house like nothing ever happened.
When I'm standing in front of her door, I chuckle silently to myself before pounding my fist hard against the wood. A large grin plasters against my face as the shadows form in the night. One by one they grow larger before slowly moving around trying to attach the chains against my body, but tonight is different - I am breaking free for the first time. Nobody can control me, not even my dearest sister. I pound my fist against the door again wondering if she's even inside. "Milen, if you are inside, you best open this door. I want to talk to you." I step back from the door, and I wait. Hopefully nobody else wakes up because tonight it's going to be just me and her.